I also know that I should have walked them out from the hostel and watched them get into the Toyota Innova while waving at them. As for that, I distracted myself by introducing myself to my roommates. My roommates seems very nice and kind. Okay, they are very nice. I think this would be a good start to a new lovely friendship. I think we can be best roommates? Is that the correct term? Oh whatever! I am sure you know what I am trying to say. :)
There are a lot of time I cried. Well basically it wasn't crying. More like tears in my eyes. There was once when I'm all alone at the dining hall (DS- Dewan Selera), my mind started thinking of my home sweet home. Haha. Funny thing I tried to cover it up with me yawning, looking lik I am seriously (seriously!) exhausted. Not enough sleep. A senior, Kak Aina (if I'm not wrong), she asked me if I'm okay. She looked very concerned. I told her that I'm okay, just feeling very sleepy. Almost every night, well not everytnight, just the first four night I cried. Thinking how could Mama have sent me to such a place. She knows what kind of person I am. I seriously (seriously!) hate when I have to exactly arrange my time. I know that boarding school already arrange it for you. But, still I do not like it. Haih. Have to get use to this...
Saturday was the worst for me. I saw a lot of cars which were almost the same as mine. I saw quite a lot of Innovas and Wajas. But I know. I didn't put too much hope. Cause I, myself know that there is just NO WAY (NO WAY!) that my family would come here and visit me. To come to Pontian, it takes about 4-5 hours. Pontian. Pontian. Haih. The reasons are:
i) I know my Papa. He wouldn't waste his time, fuel and money.
ii) I took (accidentally, okay! :3) the visitor card. Heheh.
iii) Why would they even want to come here? What is the specialty in Pontian??
After waiting at the 'wakaf', on the way to Aspuri... I cried. Seriously crying. I don't care what everyone is thinking. Everyone was looking at me. I seriously burst into tears. Nonstop. Haha. For every minute right now, I am trying to find the reasons I cried. Feeling stupid. Aaaa---! I can't help myself.
Okay. Lets not talk all of this sadness. Lets talk guys. Heee! Heheh! :B I like to see the Communication Ex-co in his suit. Plus with his glasses. So geeky. Not that I want to find a guy with glasses. But, couldn't help it. The glasses made him looked like a genius guy. :)
Right now... I am in a dilemma whether to stay here or move to MJSC Pengkalan Chepa whoch is more near to Mamatok.
**********I know. I know. Seems weird this entry right? Sorry for the lateness. Not that I am busy or what. But I am just not ready to write back. Need to fix myself. :) I wrote this somewhere in February the first two weeks, maybe, I'm in MAJUSCOP. Sorry again.
Sincerely,
Lucky Freako
