Thursday, 3 July 2014
I AM HURT BY YOU!
HATING YOU WOULD BE THE BEST MEDICINE NOW! I will never forget what you did to me. You left me when I was in need of a friend. So, there I am walking around the school with nobody. Going around like walking corpse. I HATE YOU. But the fact that you act like I was never in your life hurt so much. I HATE YOU. Seriously. I DISLIKE that. You never say you are sorry for what happened. Everyday in that cell. I feel like a nobody. NOBODY! You made me feel that way. I am living with strangers. I know we are supposed to feel that the world is all about you, yourself. But in that cell I feel like I am in your world. You control me, my life. I am not me. I AM NOT ME IN THAT CELL. How are you supposed to know me better. Now, I am a different person. I am nobody. NO MORE FANTASY. I am a FREAK. I feel so tiny. Everything I do in that cell is just so wrong. How can I survive?
***Oh I am very sorry. I created this blog to tell nice things. FANTASY. But, I can't have that fantasy for the time being. Pray for me. Pray that I'll have that fantasy the soonest. I can't stand. This blog was supposed to be an inspirational (kind of) blog. About me talking in achieving my dreams.
But I don't feel me.
Lucky Freako
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