Blehhh...

Okay. I don't know what to do. I want to write. I do. I do. Ideas flying in my head, waiting for my hand to write it down. I don't know how to say this. I do write it down, but the feeling that it can be written in a real beautiful and understanding sentence just kept bothering. Heh. I really need a strong, very strong will to do it. There are just lots of X in my writing book. Hmm. I don't want, really don't want to be the kind of person who makes another new work without finishing the old work. Yes. Some people say you need to distract yourself for a while in order to get yourself to go on. The first unfinished story I wrote was My Lost Piano Guy. Apparently, the Piano Guy is still lost up till now. URGH! I just felt so stress out, I took the risk of writing a new story. Let the Piano Guy not be found, lost without a clue. Rise another unfinished story titled, Mama Finds Men for Me. Feeling that I didn't and still don't understand the true story. So, just like that I left Mama's daughter without a man of her life up till now. This is HORRIBLE. Even worst, when you actually put into this words. Wow. I have made a lot of damages. Okay, I am exaggerating. Heheh. Typical moi. Sorry. Anyway, the last unfinished story (I successfully stopped myself for making any other unfinished story. Hooray!), I named it Under The Rain. This one I literally wrote it. The Lost Piano Guy and Mama Finds Men for Me, I typed them in Microsoft Word 2007. And yeahh. Err. Serve me for being such stupidly secretive. I forgot the password for The Lost Piano Guy. Hehe. Lesson learned. I didn't put any password for Mama Finds Men for Me. Oh well. Any how, now, I have to find my own will to finish all stories. Haih. Okay! I CAN DO IT! YES YES YES! Err... Toodlessss... Yeahh. Sorry. 

P/S : I wrote this somewhere in 2012.But I didn't realise that I didn't publish it. OH LOL.